Bittersweet Life...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

my biological clock is soo messed up since the start of ramadhan. usually, ill be sleepin by 2 or 3 am.. but now, i cant even shut my eye or stay still on the bed. so ill be rottin away alone till sahur. onli then after sahur, ill sleep.

finally talked to ema on the hp after she disappeared for god noes how long. heh. ok..im exaggerating. then, had another late-nite-early-morn conversation. messed up when i wanted to explain stuff.. haha. dumb me. but everything's well now. hope so.

after sahur.. nadz smsed me. a surprise. really. she said she had stuff to talk abt. i didnt wat i 'adviced' her though... coz i was really stoned by tt hr. so, i onli slept after tt.

mom woke me up at 11, i think... said she wanted to go tm. i was like soo not wantin to go coz i wanna sleep. so yeah... switched on the tv in my room, so tt it seems as if im awake... then, i tersleep back again... woke up at 1 instead. as usual. heh.

nowadays, no mood la to go outt... dunno y. but too bad, tmr got meetin at sp. havta to go. sheeshh.

oh. yeah. darlin batchmate frm CIBTC, hafiizah, asked me to join in for D05 POP. i agreed. i also accepted TS's offer to help in campcraft comp stuff... ill be bz. haha.. i dunno how im gonna juggle all this things together. im juz lookin for trouble, so i deserve it. but it's really a different experience workin together with hq laa... hope everything will turn out great. *prays*

some things i've realised and even though ems and i talked abt this like a looong time ago, i've juz realised how true it is now.
"in a relationship, girls are the more bitchy ones (duh!). heh... they are the ones who will always hurt the guy's feelings in no matter wat situation.
BUT a guy will onli hurt a girl's feelings/heart when their ego have been smashed and pricked and bruised."
go figuree.
well, this are my opinions anyway... so buzz off if u dun agree =)

the notti flu bug is in the airr... i hate u, buggers.
oh. ah boi, CBOXs are havin some kind of sickness too, i think.. coz they are not workin.

raye's coming but none of my family members are tt enthu. i dunno laa.. maybe im the over one.. but, im juz soo excited for rayee. ok lar. maybe it's still early. hah. maybe when mom starts doin kueh, prolly everyone will be in the mood for the ocassion. btw, i've yet to get my raye shoes and a bag/clutch. boohoo. i've been eyein on some shoess.. but i soo noe tt the parents wont get it for me. i can use my own cash laa... but sayang larr.

tt's all for now. will be breakin fast soon. slamat berbuke to u ppl...
ta~

NAD!:REALLY. I NEVER KNEW BABE =)
elfi: oritey..

Smashed into pieces at 10/16/2005 05:48:00 PM